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Thursday, June 03, 2004

I'm not going to have time to work on this xanga anymore because i am currently working on


http://www.xanga.com/djartie  ,  

http://www.xanga.com/kpxg0trice4u ,

 www.xanga.com/nalita_wongnikana   

  and www.xanga.com/enhancedillusionz


Saturday, May 22, 2004

(this song is dedicated to Aj... i know we've been together for awhile but i don't understand why my heart does not tend to fall for you.. it's just wrong of me for being with you because it is all bullshit.. i've been using you and im sorry.. thought my feelings will grow for you but never did.. maybe as a friendship..you're special because you were there when i was down and that is why this song is for you)

Aj- in response i would just like to say that...every moment spent with you is a memoy of the greatest moments in my life...you have improved my life that much that i can only say Thank You...from the beignning until the end...i wish things could of worked out between us because to me there is no other girl that i can see myself with...anyways i wish you the best with your life and you must understand that for me to go through all this that is happening is very hard for me and im truely sorry that when your up i bring you down and when your down i pull you down...i wish the best for you and your future relationships but just remember that no matter what i will always be there for you....always...143..(JaY-LuB-JoY)...Aj

When I first met you
I swear that I was straight with you
I wasn't looking for nobody new
I just needed someone to talk to
You said you were cool and understood
But now you caught feelings like I knew you would
And you sitting there with a broken heart
Cause I have you my body and not my heart

[Chorus]
When I'm holding you late at night
I'm thinkin' bout my ex
When I'm kissing you and look at you
I'm thinkin' bout my ex
And I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you
And I know sorry doesn't mend your broken heart

[Verse 2]
Baby I have to be
Unselfish and true to me
Cause I'm not where I really want to be
And It's nothing with you
It's all me
I toss and turn all night when I sleep
Want and reaching for someone who use to be
Said it must be some karma thing
Cause I can't seem to let go and love again

[Chorus 2]
When I lay with you I close my eyes
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
When I'm touching you gently
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
And I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you
And I know sorry doesn't mend your broken heart
When I'm listing to music I'm thinking' 'bout my ex
In a bubble bath with the candles lit
I'm thinking 'bout my ex
And I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you
And I know sorry doesn't mend your broken heart

[Bridge]

You're beautiful
I don't wanna take the space from someone else
So let me go
And do a little soul searchin' for myself
I'm so sorry that
I pulled you in and let it get this far
You know I never meant to break your heart

[Chorus 3]
At the shopping mall or movies
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
At the restaurant while I'm eating
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
And I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you
And I know sorry doesn't mend your broken heart
While you talk to me I drift away
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
When you ask me what I'm thinkin'
I'm thinkin' 'bout my ex
And I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you
And I know sorry doesn't mend your broken heart

[Repeat till fade]

You know it's not who you think it is



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